Spoilery Squee: My Dearest Nemesis

May. 16th, 2025 05:26 pm
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I've been watching My Dearest Nemesis on Viki. From the start, I've found the male lead infuriating and endearing, equally and simultaneously. He's an obnoxious corporate heir, as k-drama male leads are apt to be, but he's also a fanboy. He reads manga, plays videogames, listens to rock music, collects plushies and figurines, and is adorably passionate about these things. But he has to keep his fanboying a secret, suppress his fannish joy in public, and essentially lead a double life because people are judgy.

My heart went out to him, because my mother has shamed me for fangirling just as his grandmother, the chairwoman, shamed him for fanboying. I continue to love and fangirl over things I enjoyed as a child, and so does he. His fanboying range is as wide as mine. He'll read and love a shoujo manga. He'll buy a big plushie of a character from a children's cartoon he loved growing up and still loves now. You can't be told what you're allowed to love, in fandom.

When he tells the female lead he likes her, he apologises for not being able to hide or repress his feelings. Because he hides everything he likes. That's what his world expects him to do.

The female lead tells him that it doesn't make sense for them to date. Because he's a chaebol and she's an ordinary employee. Because he wouldn't be able to make their relationship public. But as she walks away from him, as she thinks about him, she thinks about how deeply and joyously he loves his secrets. How protective he is of them. How much meaning they bring to his life. He told her that even though he wasn't loved or accepted, he could look forward to the future when there was an upcoming new volume of a manga, a new episode or music video. Loving deeply made up for not being loved. She thinks about these things, she turns back, and she tells him that she'll be his biggest secret.

Hypothetically, I wouldn't dig a story about a corporate heir, first, dating his employee, and second, not acknowledging her publicly. But here, I know he wants to shield her, and himself, from external judgement and hurt. I'm only halfway through the show, and I would actually be satisfied if it ended here, with them in love and deciding to hide it from the world. I know that it's likely to end with him holding her hand in front of the world, with them facing the external onslaught and making it through together. But if we are to continue, I want more than that.

When the female lead first saw him fanboying, she told him he looked happy, and she told him to love things to the fullness of his heart. Despite that, when he confesses to her that he likes her, he feels the need to apologise for his feelings. Even calling these things a confession implies that apologetics are due, doesn't it? The ending to their story I am hoping to see is one in which he internalises that loving is fundamentally good and wonderful. The ending to their story I am hoping to see is one in which he loves the female lead openly, and fanboys openly, too.

Perhaps I shall write again when I finish the show. In the meanwhile, I enjoy seeing the emotional similarity of fandom and romance portrayed on screen.

Midweek New Music Roundup :: May 7-14

May. 16th, 2025 02:01 am
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Two screenshots in a distressed rainbow-hued frame (top and bottom bar only, red to blue left to right gradient) with a black to light grey slash from upper left to bottom right, the phrase Midweek New Music Roundup atop the divider. Above the bar, a young Korean woman (Kim Yeji of KARDI) in a completely empty white space, most of her brown hair pulled up aside from two framing skinny braids, dressed in light button-up under a distressed bulky black sweater, gripping a corded microphone. Below the slash, four young Korean men (members of boy group P1Harmony) in casual clothes, shot from above and dancing on an array of brownish-hued Persian rugs. Center bottom text reads May 7-14.


Look, Thursday still counts as mid-week and it's still Thursday until I go to sleep, regardless of what the clock says, okay? Okay! 😆

This week the listing was a tiny bit more manageable and still covering a whole range of genres. We got two debuts this week - virtual group Priz and new girl group ablume - plus more comebacks than you can shake a stick at. In the mood to dance? Try the latest comebacks from E'LAST or MEOVV. Looking for more trot? Jeong Dongwon dropped another video, plus we got performances from two Handsome Trot artists. In the mood for something rock? There's dance rock from KARDI and CHUU, folk rock from Big Baby Driver and SoonSoonHee, soft rock from MRCH and Seoul Dabansa, or whatever Sons of Madam are doing this week. Seeking the freshest hiphop beats? Check out the latest from Loco, MOST, and JA!L. Need some R&B? Woody dropped a bunch of performances. Wanting a theraputic cry? Search out the hanky warnings. Not sure where to start? Browse the listing however you like or drop me a comment and I can try to steer you in a good direction.

Banner slots this week went to KARDI and P1Harmony, with my additional picks going to LUCY, SAAY, and Kwon Soonkwan with Bang Yedam, because I can be both surprising and predictable some weeks. 😉

Releases for the week of May 7-14 )

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  • Cycling home on a bike with poor suspension, with eggs in the pannier, mindful of every single bump. (Success!)
  • Andrew, over lunch: Nom de plume? That must be when a cat's eating a feather.
  • Absolutely did not stay up too late a few nights ago listening to successive covers of "Cruel Summer".
  • Or last night editing a fic.
  • I feel a little like I've been hit over the head with a cartoon saucepan and there's a hollow ringing sound where my brain should be.
  • Writing is going okay! As indicated, I'm in the editing stage (and terribly behind on everything else).

*waves*

Sewing Pic Spam!

May. 15th, 2025 05:21 pm
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I've been sewing a lot recently. Here are some pictures

Tang Dynasty Doll Clothing )

quilt squares )
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I realize I owe replies to comments and I will get to that. Work has just been eating my brain lately and not leaving much leftover.

In the meantime, I bring you two cool links:

- the Superman trailer which looks so good (I also ordered this adorable Superman dress for Baby Miss L); and

- this interview with John DeMarisco, who directs Mets games for SNY (and a cool behind the scenes video here).

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Birdfeeding

May. 15th, 2025 01:10 pm
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Today is sunny, steamy, and hot. :P It's 86°F with a heat index of 92°F. I still have a bunch of things to plant, but I doubt I'll get much yardwork done in this weather. A beautiful day to stay indoors and write! Or possibly work on the in-progress terrarium with the fern. Tomorrow is supposed to be a little cooler.

I fed the birds. I've seen a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches, two brown thrashers, and a male cardinal.

I put out water for the birds.

I put out the 3 partial flats of pots and watered them, along with the strawberry towers.

EDIT 5/15/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

It's currently 87°F with a heat index of 92°F.

I've seen several mourning doves, a female goldfinch, and a young fox squirrel.

EDIT 5/15/25 -- I've seen a brown-headed cowbird.

The pink bergamot in the strip garden is blooming! :D I confess that I picked off the trumpets from an entire flower head and ate them all.

EDIT 5/15/25 -- I assembled the cookie jar terrarium. \o/

I've seen a female rose-breasted grosbeak. :D No male, but one visited earlier in spring.

EDIT 5/15/25 -- I rearranged pots on top of the new picnic table.

As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.

Community Recs Post!

May. 15th, 2025 10:28 am
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Every Thursday, we have a community post, just like this one, where you can drop a rec or five in the comments.

This works great if you only have one rec and don't want to make a whole post for it, or if you don't have a DW account, or if you're shy. ;)

(But don't forget: you can deffo make posts of your own seven days a week. ;D!)

So what cool fancrafts/fanvids/fics/fanart/podfics/other kinds of fanworks have we discovered this week? Drop it in the comments below. Anon comment is enabled.

BTW, AI fanworks are not eligible for reccing at recthething. If you aware that a fanwork is AI-generated, please do not rec it here.

The Ahjumma-fication of Lizzie, Pt. 1

May. 15th, 2025 11:07 pm
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(Because I'm sure there'll be a part two.)

Well, I've been doing a crap tonne of shopping the past few days! My aunt and uncle's flat is a couple blocks away from this insane mall. Coming from a town without a mall, where the nearest mall is only one story, to one which (including underground floors and a rooftop lounge-type thing) is ten, I believe, is insane. And so we've been doing a lot of shopping.

One favourite destination is Daiso, this kind of Korean/I think it might actually be Japanese version of Five Below, with all sorts of useful, cheap stuff--but it's not so focused on being "trendy" as Five Below, and since the won is pretty weak everything is extra cheap for foreigners. We bought so many things there, including these UV-blocking parasols that apparently Korean grandmas (a.k.a. ahjummas, in Korean) love. Step one of my becoming one of them. I'm basically an American grandma already, as I joke about with Blue, so what's going to stop me from being a Korean grandma? (Aside from obviously being white as a saltine.)

Also on our first day, we checked out a nearby library that's, again, insanely big compared to our little library at home. We then ended up going to this historical palace place, where I was the only one who made it up this massive hill without being tired--another point in my ahjummafication, since according to my aunt even if you think you're making good time up the hill, there'll be an older lady walking faster than you as if it were nothing. Point two of my ahjummafication.

We also found an entire unmanned store of gacha machines playing what was basically carnival music, and also this cute little street market! I found what apparently are "ahjumma clothes", according to my aunt, and of course they're my fashion style so I bought three. I actually managed to stumble my way through the transaction (most of which was the man telling me he only accepted cash, not the card I proferred) with my very rudimentary knowledge of Korean and no translator app!

Ditto today, when we went to Seoul (my first metro experience!!) and went to Namdaemun Street Market. I found a couple of places that sold K-pop merchandise and got some TWS, Zerobaseone and a little bit of Girls' Generation, Super Junior and GFRIEND--and surprisingly, some X1, even though they released one mini album and then immediately disbanded amidst scandal. Actually, there was a lot of X1! Anyways, I managed to use my very rudimentary Korean to ask if there was any Verivery merch at either shop--sadly, no--and check out, and I only had to use a translator app twice--one to ask the guy at one shop again because I wasn't sure if we were understanding each other, and one to ask how much a Girls' Generation Season's Greetings was at the other store. I came home with a lot of photocard-type things as well as that season's greetings and some bootleg Stray Kids merch for a friend back home. It was really cool!

Also at Namdaemun Street Market, the fourth point of my ahjummafication happened when I bought some colourful scarves, which are really popular with the older ladies here--one of the exceptions to the monochrome rule which I mentioned a few days ago. We also got folding fans that each come with their own colour-matching holder, and I tried Korean doughnuts--pretty good, but I'm not a red bean girl.

Also, I tried kimbap for the first time yesterday--pork donkatsu or something to that effect--and ADORED IT!! It's one of my favourite foods now. I also had some bulgogi kimbap for my first lunch today--that's a story for another post--and loved it, too!

We went to N Seoul Tower today, too. There's a bunch of stores and some historical things, and then a massive tower with an observation deck you can see all of Seoul from. And go figure, it's perfectly fine, although filly cloudy (not "partly cloudy" like the forecast said) when we left, and when we got to the tower the fog was so thick you couldn't see anything. I did have my first karaoke experience, though! There were these little noraebang (the Korean word for karaoke) booths in this arcade place, and my aunt gave me a few coins to go and play. I sang Into The New World by Girls' Generation and Why Why by Shannon Williams (the binder of songs was A) 500 or so pages long and B) alphabetized, but all in Korean, and I don't know the order of the Korean alphabet, so sadly I couldn't find any Verivery), and it was really fun! Although a little "21" popped up at the end both times, which i think was my score--but then, since it was 21 both times, maybe I didn't do so badly after all? It was still fun either way!

We also stopped at a couple of other shops and the historical monuments--including some beacons they used for smoke signals back in the day, like in Lord of the Rings--and were going to stop at this K-pop shop on the bottom floor, only to find out when we climbed down a bunch of stairs to the alcove it was in that it was temporarily closed, and looking inside, totally empty. What the heck?!?

My cousin did show me a k-pop section in the bookstore of the mall next to our flat, though, and I got TWS's first mini album (although I accidentally got a platform version instead of a CD version, even though the employee said it included a CD) and NCT Wish's most recent mini album! I put them on my iPod and listened to them on the subway today, and they're both really good!

Anyways, that's all I can think of for now, and anywho I have to get up early tomorrow, so I'll leave off here. Good night!

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Fandom: Stargate Atlantis/Stargate SG1
Characters/Pairings: John Sheppard/Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Elizabeth Weir, Radek Zelenka, Carson Beckett, Jack O'Neill, Daniel Jackson, San Carter, Teal'c, Caroline Lam, Hank Landry
Rating: Teen
Length: 20,335
Content Notes: Disability due to aging, anger, grief and loss.
Creator Links: respoftw on AO3
Themes: Angst with a happy ending, Established relationship, Hurt/comfort, AU: canon divergence

Summary: A canon divergent AU after 'Common Ground'
“We just don’t have the resources or the facilities to care for him here. I wish that circumstances were different, you have no idea how much I wish that, but the fact remains. My medical recommendation is for us to send him back to Earth.”

Rodney refuses to leave John behind.

Reccer's Notes: In this story, John isn't given back his years after they were taken from him in Common Ground by Todd the Wraith, so he's very old and frail. Elizabeth and the Atlantis expedition are shocked when, after they decide to send John back to Earth for care and treatment (and to die), Rodney resigns and goes with him. However, the first obstacle to that is of course John, who half kills himself angrily rejecting Rodney and telling him he doesn't want him to come. The story is about the struggle they both face with John so frail, scared and ashamed, and Rodney, trying to cope while grieving and exhausted - and not too physically well himself. SG1 rally around to help, as do Teyla and Ronon back in Pegasus, and, well, this is the angst with a happy ending tag, after all. An at-times gruelling, but sometimes funny and overall heartwarming read, with great characterisation.

Fanwork Links: Grow Old Without You

POLL: confusing ass group part 2

May. 15th, 2025 10:54 pm
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If you saw the earlier version of this no you didn't. ANYWAY:

Poll #33125 confusing ass group part 2
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 10


Zerobaseone

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Good Night
5 (50.0%)

Insomnia
5 (50.0%)

TXT

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New Rules
5 (50.0%)

No Rules
5 (50.0%)

Red Velvet

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In My Dreams
6 (60.0%)

Nightmare
3 (30.0%)

Sweet Dreams
1 (10.0%)

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Fandom: The Pitt
Characters/Pairing/Other Subject: Dr. Robby
Content Notes/Warnings: none
Medium: traditional art - watercolour and fibre-tips.
Artist on DW/LJ: n/a
Artist Website/Gallery: nacreousor on tumblr
Why this piece is awesome: I like the intensity of the colour and texture - it fits his intense feelings. It's also a good likeness.
Link: watercolour and fibre-tip Robby

Birdfeeding

May. 14th, 2025 12:30 pm
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Today is cloudy and warm.

I fed the birds.  I've seen several sparrows and house finches, a catbird, and a blackbird.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I put out the flats of pots and watered them.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I planted the 'Poquito' orange anise hyssop at the base of the barrel garden.  I figure the hummingbirds will like it, since I couldn't find a jumbo salvia this year.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I planted the iris 'Aureovariegata yellow' at the base of the barrel garden.  Its leaves are creamy green with wide yellow streaks.  :D

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I moved the 4 big smooth pots from the top of the new picnic table to the ground along the south bench.  This makes room for the remaining 3 fluted pots to be added later, and gives me 3 tiers of planting space on the side.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I filled a big fluted pot with half compost and half potting soil.  I planted a 'Chocolate Sprinkles' tomato in it.  These were a big favorite last year, so I bought 2 of them.  Regrettably I'm out of marigolds.  I may just use seeds in that one.  I put the pot on top of the new picnic table.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I potted up the second 'Chocolate Sprinkles' tomato the same way.

I've seen a male cardinal.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I potted up a 'Carmen' Italian sweet pepper in the last of the big fluted pots and put it on the picnic table.

I've seen a brown-headed cowbird.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I took several 'Ambrosia' melon plants that came in the same small pot, and put them in a much bigger pot which I moved to the new picnic table.  The fruit looks like a cantaloupe but is actually an exotic melon.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I took some pictures around the yard.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I sowed seeds for goldenberry and 'Aunt Molly's' ground cherry in large pots on the patio.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I planted coreopsis 'Permathread Red Satin' and yarrow 'Firefly Red Pop' below the barrel garden.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I planted a 'Husker Red' penstemon in the wildflower garden.  A spike of white flowers is blooming there, something I don't recognize, but very pretty.

The first purple-and-ivory iris is blooming in the wagonwheel garden.  The first two dark purple irises are blooming in the tulip bed.

I've seen two brown thrashers, a lady cardinal, the black-sided skunk, and a fox squirrel.

EDIT 5/14/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

I watered the newly planted things.

I brought in the flats of pots, now down to 3 partial flats.

As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.

Planète B

May. 14th, 2025 06:30 pm
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The French movie Planète B was awesome! In 2039, Julia Bombarth, an ecological activist from Grenoble, gets sent to a virtual prison for terrorism. Nour Hamdi, a journalist from Baghdad whose French visa is going to expire soon, steals a headset from the military base where she's working as a cleaning lady and discovers the truth.

I knew I would love this movie as soon as I saw the trailer. I also thought I would ship the ladies, but now I think this is actually a sapphic movie. There's no kiss, but it's pretty blatant. The director didn't cast Adèle Exarchopoulos as Julia randomly.

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